The bigger the Better ??

I want it big. From an extraordinarily big house ( surrounded with big walls of loneliness on which I can bang my head when I actually realize it), to a real-big bank account (the cash in which would be used to treat my loneliness ofcourse), to an awesome swanky big new Merc (so that when I am drunk I can drive over those nuts and bolts who after the day has screwed them get nothing but a footpath to sleep). I am sure you would be interested in watching my big plasma tv ( the idiot box, with which it seems that we have switched places, idiot) or how about a big office (ofcourse the slums there were removed and nuts now sleep on footpaths) ??

Now don’t get me selfish I can do anything for my nation or for my religion too ( yes obviously I can get into a big Hotel with big firearms and kill the hell lot of little pests. Humans..? who said they are humans, there are obviously aliens living in other nations whom we have to eradicate.)

So the bigger the better??

I would rather name it ‘The Biggest Looser’. I never a gave a second thought to having a big heart (which would help me avoid the dreaded loneliness) or to work big for others (so that they remember me even when I am gone and talk about me when they get together for lunch or to play Partypoker). Obviously instead of firearms, I could have used friendship and love as weapons to scare away the anger. The nations could have united not by power but by peace. Or did I pay attention to have my big ego go on a diet , so that I could have understood what was happening to the slums when I was building MY office or for that matter, what was happening to the slums when I was building my big hotel which was to be blown away anyways by some people just like me ??